Allison Jones

soooooooooo. i havnt written on here in a long time. but. i really wanted to right now becauseee i just got home from the mall were i spent 6 amazinggg hours with my girlfriend. we've been dating for a month and 2 daysss :] it sorta sucks cuz she lives 2 hours away but its alright cuz she drives down every 2 or 3 weeks to see me, this was the second time :] but yeah today was amazing. we went to a movie and the first thing she did when we sat down was hold my hand. and she didnt let go the whole movie. we sorta missed the end tho haha because we were making out but whateverrr. she has the cutest little stubby thumbs lol. but yeah shes amazing and im sorta in love with her and im just in a really amazing mood right now haha. shes just amazing. we dont ever fight and the closest we had to fighting was both of us being snappy at each other because we thought we might not get to see each other this weekend haha. shes so easy to talk to and be around. she feels so right. we totally went into the back of this huge store and sat on the floor in the luggage dep. and just made out for the last 30 min. before i had to go lol. i know that sounds sorta weird but i really dont care :] i love how she'd come up behind me in a store and just wrap her arms around me and put her chin on my shoulder, it just felt so right. and she told me today that she loved me. i thought i was gonna die of happiness. we've been takin things pretty slow and thats how i want it. this relationship is pretty much making my life haha. everything seems to be falling into place. my grades are really good so my parents have been letting me do pretty much whatever i want. im just happy all the time and i know its because of her. and i wont say shes outta my league because shes not. she tells me so. she tells me im the one out of her league which is so far from the truth lol. she has the cutest smile too and just enough of a country accent to make me smile everytime she speaks. her eyes. oh man her eyes. i could stare into them forever. they're like this amazing green but if you look hard enough you can see a blue ring around her pupil. its just perfect. she makes me want to sing out loud and dance like no ones watching and all that other cheesy shit that love makes people want to do lol.

Allison Jones you have my heart, do with it what you will because it's yours as long as you'll have it.



so yeah i just had to tell someone, because i feel like im gonna explode from happiness haha, and if you're reading this, thats you :]

Allison Jones

Sooo. theres this girl. and her names allison. shes amazing anddd i think she pretty much makes me happier than i've been quite possibly ever? i really really like her. i get butterflies just thinking about her. and she makes the cutest facial expressions and they always make me smile. but yeah we met on saturday and i was so freaking nervouss. my legs were shaking sooo bad. But everytime i look at her i just cant help but think how lucky i am. i pretty much just love everything about her like her laugh and her smile and i feel like a creeper saying all this but i dont care. just like her personality in general is adorable.

Life Update

Ahhhhh! It's been so long since i've written anything on here soooo here goes a life update on me :]

So this summer has actually been pretty rockinnn, not gonna lie. I had cassie, then she was annoying and got creepy so i ended it, but she still tries to call me and stuff and its weirddd haha.

I made jv volleyballl for my highschool :] im one of four freshman that made it :D
(because im just that good) (that was sarcasm).

I've been traveling a lot in the last month and stuff sooo its good to finally be home for a while.

The beach was awesomeee our house was freaking hugeee! it was so much fun hangin out with my family, but it was even more fun hanging out with the kids next doorrr :D there was this girllll her name was Nicole (or Niki) and we sorta maybe made out haha.

Ok but on to what i really wanted to blog about in the first place! :]
(im going to change a couple things just in case anyone ever finds this haha) Soooo i've fallen so hard and sooo fast for this girl, who im almost positive is straight, shes on a team that i play on. (not telling which team and im changing her name) we're going to call her gromit. for reasons known to me, and gen most likely haha. But anyways shes freaking adorable. like you dont even know. shes in my head 24/7 like im constantly thinking about her and counting down til i get to see her again. she has the cutest smile in the world with these to die for blue eyes. When she gets nervous about something she looks at me with this face, she like squints her eyebrows and looks like shes concentrating really hard but yet its a worried concentraion and she just looks at me for a second and waits for me to talk, because she knows i'm going to tell her she's going to to great and not to worry. whenever we're like nearby each other we're always touching. like no matter what. wether we're standing or sitting but a part of us is always touching. i also feel realllyyy protective of her. like the other day we had a game for the team we play on, and some girl was knocking her around and i got so mad i told her to switch pos. with me and i walked up to the girl and said get the fuck off her and then i fouled her big time haha. gromit laughed so hard and was all like the girl had it coming and she was glad her dollface was so aggressive lmao. another thing, she calls me doll and dollface haha because i call her princess. i call her princess because im always doing stuff for her and shes always asking me to help her with stuff haha. i told her shes too needy and she goes, you love it. haha idkkkk. i sometimes think maybe there might be something there but im not gonna get my hopes up.

but anywaysss. school starts next week i think? and i'll be a lowly freshman haha. im pretty excited although i wont tell anyone because they'll be like awhh thats cuteee! i just tell them its whatever haha but im actually sorta stoked :]

all in all it looks like its gonna be a pretty good year so far, lets hope that comes true!

so anywayssss! thats my life as of the 17th of August :]
hopefully i'll write more soon!

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BOO!
haha jk i know i scared you :P

sooooo hailey rose johnson get over yourself, you cant always have it your way.

everyone these days is so full of shit :D

ok good night :]

In her words : Losing the battle but loving the fall.

Wow. So shes sort of amazing...and beautiful on the inside and out. You know that feeling when something wasnt supposed to happen but it does and its something good? you might not. but i do. Shes basically everything i want. Shes as adorable as you can be with probably the best personality in the world. I can talk to her about absolutely anything all day long. Literally. We usually dont even stop talking unless we're sleeping haha. She talks me to sleep quite often and those are the nights when i have the best dreams and just wake up automatically happy. We both have this weird obsession/fantasy with Megan Fox (yum, just saying) We also loveeeee Harry Potter, politics, Transformers, Obama, CSI, Lord of the Rings, Legos lol. All that nerdy goofy stuff haha. I can always just be myself when i talk to her. I dont have to sound cool or smart or anything. Basically i've never been happier than when i talk to her, Shes always making me smile or laugh. She has this cute little laugh, and the way she says terrible haha. Im sitting her smiling just thinking about it haha. She also treats me like i actually matter. She isnt a complete ass like some people i know (if your reading this thinking omg im not an ass then its probably not you im saying in general like out of everyone in the world i know haha) she doesnt twist my words or play mind games with me or make me feel guilty. She makes me feel like i mean something and that maybe im not as terrible as i feel sometimes. And she wears spongebob boxers. that is just plain hot in general haha. Shes a drummer which is way cuteee :] shes reliable and sturdy and i know i can count on her to be there for me when i need her. i hope she knows im going to be there for her no matter what. so basically i've fallen pretty damn hard for this girl. i remember when i sort of hated her haha and she never fails to remind me :P im learning more and more everyday that shes an amazing, caring, sweet, funny, cool and basically perfect girl. shes everything i want and need. but also that i cant have :[ because she lives 4 and a half billion miles away. and it really hurts to know that i cant have her and that soon she'll have another gf and be perfectly happy without me. but until then shes my big strong tiger and im her cute little wallaby. and i love her. quite a bit.

p.s. did i mention she writes delicious songs about me?
p.p.s. did i mention shes hottt? :P


OH!
and she has extremely sexy abs :D

I WILL beg, I promise.

what the hell?!

i need you.
i also need you to stop hating me :[

please message me if you see this.

Her name is Cassie (ironically enough)

soooo i finally have a girlfriend.
its not anything like i thought it'd be.
she's sweet and nice sometimes, but sometimes she flirty and not so sweet and idk.
also shes lot like me so its really tough.
shes still in love with her ex an she told me.
aaaand her ex totally treated her like like shit like 6 times and they always got back together so im just thinking like whats stopping her from doing it again? nothing. i mean deff not me. so yea its really confusing, and i just want a girl that will like me- she doesnt even have to love me but it'd be nice if she was sweet and caring. i honestly just think cassie doesnt care. and honestly im not even sure if i do? i mean we JUST MET. and she was saying how much she loves me and all this stuff like 2 days later? yeaaa not for me. i dont know wether i should break up with her or try and see if we can make it work. im not sure if i care which way it goes either. i mean im not getting hurt like i did last time, thats for sure...
idkk i just im not sure if this relationship is a good idea.

more later probably.

hailey please stop hating me?
<3