Life Update

Ahhhhh! It's been so long since i've written anything on here soooo here goes a life update on me :]

So this summer has actually been pretty rockinnn, not gonna lie. I had cassie, then she was annoying and got creepy so i ended it, but she still tries to call me and stuff and its weirddd haha.

I made jv volleyballl for my highschool :] im one of four freshman that made it :D
(because im just that good) (that was sarcasm).

I've been traveling a lot in the last month and stuff sooo its good to finally be home for a while.

The beach was awesomeee our house was freaking hugeee! it was so much fun hangin out with my family, but it was even more fun hanging out with the kids next doorrr :D there was this girllll her name was Nicole (or Niki) and we sorta maybe made out haha.

Ok but on to what i really wanted to blog about in the first place! :]
(im going to change a couple things just in case anyone ever finds this haha) Soooo i've fallen so hard and sooo fast for this girl, who im almost positive is straight, shes on a team that i play on. (not telling which team and im changing her name) we're going to call her gromit. for reasons known to me, and gen most likely haha. But anyways shes freaking adorable. like you dont even know. shes in my head 24/7 like im constantly thinking about her and counting down til i get to see her again. she has the cutest smile in the world with these to die for blue eyes. When she gets nervous about something she looks at me with this face, she like squints her eyebrows and looks like shes concentrating really hard but yet its a worried concentraion and she just looks at me for a second and waits for me to talk, because she knows i'm going to tell her she's going to to great and not to worry. whenever we're like nearby each other we're always touching. like no matter what. wether we're standing or sitting but a part of us is always touching. i also feel realllyyy protective of her. like the other day we had a game for the team we play on, and some girl was knocking her around and i got so mad i told her to switch pos. with me and i walked up to the girl and said get the fuck off her and then i fouled her big time haha. gromit laughed so hard and was all like the girl had it coming and she was glad her dollface was so aggressive lmao. another thing, she calls me doll and dollface haha because i call her princess. i call her princess because im always doing stuff for her and shes always asking me to help her with stuff haha. i told her shes too needy and she goes, you love it. haha idkkkk. i sometimes think maybe there might be something there but im not gonna get my hopes up.

but anywaysss. school starts next week i think? and i'll be a lowly freshman haha. im pretty excited although i wont tell anyone because they'll be like awhh thats cuteee! i just tell them its whatever haha but im actually sorta stoked :]

all in all it looks like its gonna be a pretty good year so far, lets hope that comes true!

so anywayssss! thats my life as of the 17th of August :]
hopefully i'll write more soon!