what the hell?!
i need you.
i also need you to stop hating me :[
please message me if you see this.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Her name is Cassie (ironically enough)
soooo i finally have a girlfriend.
its not anything like i thought it'd be.
she's sweet and nice sometimes, but sometimes she flirty and not so sweet and idk.
also shes lot like me so its really tough.
shes still in love with her ex an she told me.
aaaand her ex totally treated her like like shit like 6 times and they always got back together so im just thinking like whats stopping her from doing it again? nothing. i mean deff not me. so yea its really confusing, and i just want a girl that will like me- she doesnt even have to love me but it'd be nice if she was sweet and caring. i honestly just think cassie doesnt care. and honestly im not even sure if i do? i mean we JUST MET. and she was saying how much she loves me and all this stuff like 2 days later? yeaaa not for me. i dont know wether i should break up with her or try and see if we can make it work. im not sure if i care which way it goes either. i mean im not getting hurt like i did last time, thats for sure...
idkk i just im not sure if this relationship is a good idea.
more later probably.
hailey please stop hating me?
<3
its not anything like i thought it'd be.
she's sweet and nice sometimes, but sometimes she flirty and not so sweet and idk.
also shes lot like me so its really tough.
shes still in love with her ex an she told me.
aaaand her ex totally treated her like like shit like 6 times and they always got back together so im just thinking like whats stopping her from doing it again? nothing. i mean deff not me. so yea its really confusing, and i just want a girl that will like me- she doesnt even have to love me but it'd be nice if she was sweet and caring. i honestly just think cassie doesnt care. and honestly im not even sure if i do? i mean we JUST MET. and she was saying how much she loves me and all this stuff like 2 days later? yeaaa not for me. i dont know wether i should break up with her or try and see if we can make it work. im not sure if i care which way it goes either. i mean im not getting hurt like i did last time, thats for sure...
idkk i just im not sure if this relationship is a good idea.
more later probably.
hailey please stop hating me?
<3
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Im Not Human.
soooo im very advanced. like im so far ahead of everyone these days. to me everything is so clear and it frustrates the hell out of me because no one else see's what i do. its like nobody knows what to do when life is not so great. everyone thinks that one little thing is the end of the world or they blow it wayyy out of proportion when really its not that big of a deal. everyone needs to just chill out a little. everyone needs to stop with the whole dramatic suicidal shit and be rational. so many people i know right now are all like "wahhh life sucks" life doesnt suck! life is fucking amazing! but nobody said it was all the time. if life was so fucking great 24/7 then it would be about as fun as sitting in an empty room with no windows, no light, and no door. life has to get a little sucky sometimes so that you can realize just how great it is when it is. life is exactly what you make it to be. nobody is going to help you if you dont even TRY to help yourself. if you want something WORK FOR IT. if someone's bothering you TELL THEM. if you got your heart broken then take an hour or so to wallow in your self pity and then you say to yourself I AM BETTER OFF WITHOUT THEM. everyone thinks that they absolutely need someone to survive-NOT TRUE. why cant people be happy with themselves? be patient for love? because it's not human, and i am so clearly not human.
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