Ok. Im done being dark for now. I'm ready to just start fresh, smarter than the last time (or so I'd like to think) But really, I looked at the things I wrote and although they're true they scare me slightly. Call me crazy but it's probably not healthy when I'm scaring myself.
So heres to trying to make the best of things.
Some things I'd like to work on though...
1. My grades. they're slipping right as i got them up again. NOT GOOD.
2. I'm slowly starting to hate soccer, which used to be the center of my world, and I kinda think it might be because its gotten harder playing at this level...
3. Thompson Lanning. That kid needs help. As dark as I've been lately I havnt started cutting and watching Tom go through it is hard because i watched my brother go through it aswell. Gotta be careful because he might start writing me poetry and songs if he thinks i care for him too much...
4. Making the best of being on the basketball team. Yes i know why did you try out if you hate it? Well i only tried out cuz i wanted to stay in shape. And seeing as i made the team i got to make the best of it, because i brought it on myself.
5. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT TO DO IN LIFE. I may be 14 but it stresses me out.
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