ohmigod. imsofuckingconfused. so theres this girl who like makes me unbelievably happy and when i talk to her and stuff all i want to do is make her laugh and smile. shes adorable. and i like her. a lot. buuuuuuut she lives far away and its killing me. why the fuck cant i meet and gay girls in north fucking carolina??? then theres this other part of the whole thing of she likes another girl aswell and the other girl lives a lot closer aka same state. yea and they're getting "married" and i know not really but the whole thing makes me so fucking jealous.
im an extremely jealous paranoid person. like all day today when i wasnt talking to her i was like freaking about thinking she was talking to that other girl and when i got home they'd be going out or something. and i was in an extremely pissy mood. so yea thats basically it.
ohhhhh and also they started liking each other when i was away and computer deprived so i kinda sorta feel like since i wasnt there she replaced me with a(n) (place insult here). ihateher.
i.
hate.
myself.
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