Wow.....

blahhh i hate north carolina there are no cool gay people =[
i want a gf soooooo bad! but mackenzie is just not my type, she plays soccer like me but shes not gentle or kind...i mean she tries to be kind and sweet but it comes off kind of creepy and desperate. then theres colleen. oh. my. god. i hate this chick with a passion and then i catch myself staring at her and thinking "wow shes so cute" and other things haha. but i just dont feel like i can trust her. she goes through guys like underwear *that her sister steals from forever 21 lmao* she doesnt know what she wants and after the whole hailey deal, as much as i love her now as a friend, i just dont want to get hurt again. then theres my whole thing that i've only ever kissed a girl, as a dare and i hated it cuz i hate that girl.
can some really hot gay chick like move down here and fall madly in love with me already?!?!?
jesus is that so much to ask for??? haha yea right, that will never happen because i suck at life =].
oooooooh and did i mention miss lindsay woodcock? she has got to be the cutest thing i have ever seen in my lifeeee. she has the cutest little smile and get this - she irish dances! how cute is that! but yea she doesnt like me, she likes some chick named reagan. *cough SLUT cough* go away reagan!! haha jk....=X
lol i was sitting ther about to tell L that i liked her and she starts talking about how she likes reagan and how shes a good kisser and i almost died. i was thinking "well then just rip my heart out why dontcha" so yea thats a good example of my luck.
but other than my love like i cant complain all that much, i have parents who love me and friends i can count on PLUS my amazing good looks =P haha.
omigod and then theres matt. oh. jeez. so his mom and my mom are like bffffffffs and hes cute and all but i just dont like him like that =[ and i feel bad cuz im pretty sure he thinks i like him =X
soooooooo yea.
thats my life right now...
juuuuust peachy eh?

i think not.